Present

Natasha Watts

I’m here

I’m present

I’m here

 

Checked out but not away

My mind is blank

But my body’s present

Thinking or not, I’m here

 

Standing beside those above me

Lacking their wit and pride

Discouraged by most

Influenced by many

I’m here and I’m alive

 

Not perfect

But not a mess

Absolutely, certainly stressed

 

Troubled by this

Worried by that

Defying the odds, I’m here

 

“You have it easy”

“It’s all good”

Just take five steps in my shoes

You’ll see

 

Torn apart then stitched together

Then sometimes feeling like I could love forever

 

I’m here

I’m present

I’m here